Tuesday, January 20, 2009
DPA 09 was a blast and it waas fantastic. Honestly. all the people and different groups. They make me feel like i was in every single group and i thank them for that. So busy meeting up with every group. people nudging me on msn and me not knowing them. But at the same time knowing i mean a little something to each one of them. Group 1 asking me for lunch, games room playing taboo, shopping on friday. Real sorry i couldnt make it. MotionTV on friday night. maybe sat? i needa shop. The great awesome ones. SO sorry i couldnt join you guys. but i REALLY didnt know i was suppose to meet up with you guys for lunch till shawn called.
Of course for my puppy darlings. Specially for you guys. I had great fun talking and spending so much time with you guys during and after the camp. All you guys were part of the team and mean something to that name. I love everyone of the group. you guys said things to me which really touched my heart and if you know it, at least i do((: if i were to get another group, i wouldnt go either. Change any group members? I wouldnt either. you guys were the BEST combo to a group and i LOVED you guys.
I just read someones blog and it made me REAL sad. bru, u would understand what i mean. hais, seriously. Guys, im sure in the future, you would want to go home to find a girl to hug, not a girl to fuck. *taken from gab* i mean, if someone actually cared that much for me, and would do so much for me. I'd go crazy. this person broke up and for whatever reason, i respect that. but i just hope the other person realize that he/she lost someone just so so so special.
Whos the right one? i ask myself that question every single day trying to figure that out. Praying when i get out of bed so that god will lead me to her. Have i met her or am i suppose to keep finding? i wish it wasnt so hard. seriously. What will happen when im with her? quarell fights? or cuddles and enjoying time with each other. i dont know but i sure want to find out soon. its killing me.
love was never such a thing but when girls do so much. guys, search your balls for your heart pls
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